Just Give Me The Reason- Pink

Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And Im your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren’t all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you’ve been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
Tell me that you’ve had enough
Of our love, our love

(Chorus)
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit’s enough
Just a second we’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

It’s in the stars
It’s been written in the scars on our hearts
That we’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I’m sorry I don’t understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin’
And it’s all in your mind
(Yeah but this is happenin’)

You’ve been havin’ real bad dreams oh oh
You used to lie so close to me oh oh
There’s nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh our love, our love

(Chorus)
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit’s enough
Just a second we’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I never stopped
You’re still written in the scars on my heart
You’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh tear ducts and rust
Ill fix it for us
we’re collecting dust but our love is enough
You’re holding it in
You’re pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We’ll come clean

(Chorus)
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit’s enough
Just a second we’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

It’s been written in the scars
It’s been written in the scars of our hearts
That we’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit’s enough
Just a second we’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

It’s benn written in the scars
It’s been written in the scars on our hearts
That we’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh we can learn to love again
Oh we can learn to love again oh oh
That we’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love againJust Give Me The Reason- Pink

Starting to Campuss and Miss S.O

Monday 4th March 2013, will be starting activity on my Campuss to get new even-semester (semester genap), now I'm on 6th Semester, I got planning to get PKL & KKL this Semester, wooow Amazing!!! Ok, tomorrow i will get moning class at 7.30 am  in the first meeting, and of course i must get up earlier, now days I almost to be lazy, maybe Allah want improvement for my self to rebuild my daily like my activity in the morning because almost in the morning just pray subuh afterthat, I have continuing get sleep again. hahaha

I have just trying to be more aware with environment, my healty, and of course my appearence, because when I look my self in the mirror I get surprise that my face so scary when i get up in the morning, with bad hair and  worn-out faced (hahaha). Maybe I must more aware with my face again, I hope so, i could keep my willingness to get it more better and beautiful :))).

Don't you remember that i still steady with my beloved in Senior High Shool (Stop its forbidden!!! :-)), I think, if he just looked at me now, maybe he can escape, because I'm not interesting woman (I hope not). Okay!!! I just hopefully allah can give me the way-out about what i have felt to him, i just do not know why i still open-up his FB, TWitter to get more info and what happen with him.

(It was stupid thing that i have done if i miss him) --->> in this cased i really hate my self because i did not success manage my self to stop had feeling to him.

I wanna say Good Bye with My feeling to him but it so difficult, Seriously!!!

Welcoming March Time to Get Ready

This Morning decided went to TPI Tambak Lorok, I looked for data and interview w/ fisherman who I asked will be guide on direct practice (PKL), PKL is one of subject in my Program Study "Pemanfaatan Sumber Daya Perikanan" with value 2 SKS (credit one semester). Directly, met w/ Pak Panjang (one of staff UPTD TPI Tamabak Lorok) He is a simple man, who have working for UPTD Tambak Lorok more than 30 years.

We had little bit talk about the history  who had guided TPI Tambak Lorok, namely Bapeda & KUD ( 70-2010) and KKP (2010- till now). Pak Panjang began a staff Tambak Lorok in 1972 - 2010 with sallary Rp 10.000,00 per day means that, his sallary for one month is about Rp 300.000,00. He is a staff w/ one other man (i justt don't know his name), I have talking with him more than 1 hour, He told me something that i do not know before he said to me.

KKP (Kementrian Kelautan dan Perikanan) Kota & Provinsi Semarang which organized UPTD TPI Tambak Lorok with directly leader Pak Nur Dwi Esto, but recently i just known the leader isn't graduated from Fisheries but different major, so he wasn't much know how to organized TPI. And the consequenced from that the accumulation jobs just on staff, He just come to observe TPI on the time period.

After that, I went to Pak Slamet and before that i bought  water melon for give a away, because i got planning to get interview with Pak Selamet who is informan will have related with my paper on my direct practice (PKL). After i got much question for him and his son and my Questioner fullfill, i got little bit nonsense (talking nothing) because people of java almost do that if we having to be a guess on other family.

Pak Selamet had five child, and he and his son to be a fisherman, but his live is under-middle, he is a java like me with friendly person, he and his family live in one house, in Tambak Mulyo near Tambak Lorok North Semarang. Environment Tambak Lorok is slum area near my house, with same problem flood, garbages, slum area and ROB (impact tidal range because near coastal area, but there is no mangrove there :( often problems with flood and ROB in rainy season).

This day I got more than interview but i hope i could someday having contribution for Fisheries & Marine world, we need expert to improve our environment to give more impact and to lift up the grade of fisherman, from under-middle to middle-high.

AMIIINNNN YA ROB...

Bengong Mlompong

Oh iya hari ini benar ya hari Juamat jadi besok hari sabtu, yaahh!!! kok cepet banget sih. gak siap (pasrah). Iya bener ya, mending ssedikit rileks, lupakan masalah yang ada, segera bersiap untuk memperbaiki hari ini dan besok dan besoknya lagi.

Hari ini ga tau kenap berat banget bangeet ya. Susah deh ngungkapinnya, soalnya kalo udah gini berarti rada berat jalan cerita hidup yang nulis, (perasaan juga biasa aja O_O hahahaha) cuman terkadang lebai. Maklum introvert jadi kalo kesenggol masalah bawaannya pengen fokus dan pada akhirnya jadi pesimis, soalnya cuman bisa diem dan gak ngapa-ngapain ( susah nih punya anak kyk gini __-__)

Kalo ada yang susah diomongin aja lah, kalo gak mudeng baru tanya ya!!. itu mungkin sepenggal kata bijak dari seorang, nah aku berharap ada yang bilang mirip gitu lah. Mau teriak bangeet kalo punya masalah tapi masalahnya rumah ane sempit dan deket banget sama rumah tetangga, jadi takut dikira GILA!!.

Ya mau gimana lagi, dari tadi cuman bisa bengong, liat lepi terus ngelamun. Kalo ada yang bilang terima nasib banget ya ini orang, (iya banget, harusnya ngapain kek, bersih-bersih rumah, nyuci pakaian, atau mau jungkir balik)

Tapi beneran Lho kalo emang lagi ada yang dipikirn emang aku bawaannya males, diem, ngelamun dan yang pasti muka jarang senyum kayak kearik tegang. Gak tau juga nih, apa-apa pengennya ngeluuh padahal juga udah untung bisa sampai sekarang. Eman-eman banget kan kalo mandeg (Nauzubillah!!!! amit-amit)

Stop aja dulu lah, masih absurd juga ya tulisan ini. Tetep semangat ajalah buat tulisan yang bisa bercerita ngalir apa adanya. Bukan ada apanya...

SPP (Annually Fee for Semester)

Saturday, 16th February will be the end for paid SPP (Annually Fee for Semester), It less 1 day till tomorrow, the bad news until now, i haven't money for paid, I asked My mother, recently, She said " I do not, you said, you can pay from your scholarship!!". (and then I just cried) 

And then my tears out, after I heard my mother statement, maybe this month little bit difficult to me, I have tried to manage my scholar & little bit aid from Bude, I knew I'm very lucky reached my live to day, there is not easy for me study until university like now, I'm on 6th semester, It has been challenge  for me until i will get my graduation.

Continue with the main problem, "I'm on deep water" (big problems), tomorrow will be limit date for pay  SPP for this Semester, I has just said to my self there is not way to give up, because I'm on a half my way, I have just needed more extra work, pray, focused.

 My family had been different with other family, We are not ready to pay my fee on university, My mother & father has been getting old, they had been unproductive again, and I'm their last child, i had 4 brothers, 1 sister, almost from us, very hard & full fighting to get graduation until Senior High School. Off course, because They just parents without salary.

My father, he just a carpenter & my mother just sold fresh-vegetable on the market, with small place, from morning till evening. They just can covered for daily needs, like rice, food, tea, coffee. So, It can describe how important money for my family, I just respect for them who born me in this world. Because of them, i can study until now.

The more important, now i need money to pay annually  for this semester, I hope you give me wonder to faced problems with bravely.

Maybe it will be late for 2nd time to paid SPP (-__-) BAD NEWS!!!

little bit about me

Hari ini aku terus banyak berpikir, banyak sekali yang mengganggu pikiran, semuanya seperti datang dan pergi menyusup pikiran hingga batasan kesabaranku habis, aku hanya terus berusaha untuk berdoa, semoga aku mampu menjalani kehidupan dengan hidup didalamnya, banyak sekali hal yang ingin bisa aku ungkapkan secara jelas tanpa harus memandang background dari orang tersebut. Terkadang ada beberapa hal yang tak bisa aku ungkapkan ketika aku berhadapan dengan orang, aku terkekang oleh aturan, atau lebih tepatnya respect yang terlalu over sensitive kepada orang lain, seperti cerminan orang jawa yang tidak enakan, atau sering bertingkah ragu-ragu.

Aku sering mencoba untuk tidak, memandang segala sesuatunya pada kondisi yang pakem dan mengakibatkan perang batin, aku berusaha untuk bersikap apa adanya dalam menjalani hidup ini, meski kadang, tak bisa aku pungkiri, kadang aku merasa hidupku terlalu berharga ketika aku mulai menyerah dengan keadaan ekonomi yang melilit keluargaku, aku harus bisa keluar dari keperibadianku yang biasa-biasa saja menjadi pribadi yang optimist memandang setiap halangan menjadi tantangan.

Berjalan terus tanpa berhenti, berusaha untuk tidak menoleh  kebelakang, aku akan terus mencoba menikmati diriku sendiri, allah menciptakan aku pasti memiliki tujuan, aku percaya itu, dan satu lagi, setiap orang adalah unik dan genious. Aku aharus bersifat kreatif menemukan diriku yang comfort dan kemudian mampu beradaptasi dengan segala kondisi.

Inilah perjalanan hidup untuk terus berjuang, dan berusaha mengatakan pada segala hambatan menjadi tantangan yang harus ditakhlukan, aku hanya akan percaya bahwa aku mampu untuk melalui semua ini dan bersikap produktif menghasilkan karya.

mungkin aku memang belum bisa menulis secara jelas nmun aku tetap berusaha dengan keras dengan menghidupkan blog ini

metode penangkapan ikan

klasifikasi alat tangkap 

klasifikasi alat tangkap berdasarkan A. von Brandth (1984) ed.3th --> fish cathing methods of the worlds

1. tanpa alat--> without gear
    grasping by hand menangkap dengan tangan
    diving menyelam
    with hunting animals memburu

2. mengkait dan melukai --> grappling & wounding gear
    wihout wouding --> raking (meloloskan), clamp (mengapit)
    by wounding (melukai dengan benda tajam) --> harpoon, arrow(panah)

3. meracuni --> stupefying
    mechanical dengan meledakan dan memukul dengan martil
    chemical dengan ichtyotoxic plant (tumbuhan peracun--> jenu)
    electrical dengan penyetruman

4. pancing --> line
    without hook 
    with hook cotohnya hand line, long line, troll line, pole & line
    with rip hook contohnya jigger dan squid hook

5. perangkap --> trap
    hiding place
    barriers
    mechanical trap
    tubuler trap

6. perangkap ikan peloncat --> aerial trap
    verandah
    kapal boat
    rakit raft

7. jaring kantong--> bag net 
    sodo
    alat penyaring semacam sero

8. pukat hela --> dragged gear
    pukat harimau
    dredges atau garuk

9. pukat tarik --> seine net
    pukat pantai
    pukat perahu

10. jaring lingkar --> surrounding net
      purse seine
      lampara

11. jaring penggiring --> drive in net
      bentuk gillnet
      bentuk pukat

12. jaring angkat --> lift net
      hand lift net
      mechanized  lift net atau anco
      blanket net atau bagan

13. ditebarkan/ dijatuhkan --> falling gear
      jala tebar
      bentuk kurungan

14. jaring insang --> gill net
      set gill net
      drift net
      dragged
      encircling

15. jaring puntal --> tangle net
      satu lapis dan dua lapis gill net
      tiga lapis gill net yang disebut jatila atau trammel net
     
16. alat pemanen --> harvesting mechine
       pompa & ban berjalan (conveyor belts)