I've been lost the important one in this morning and today It was third time awake so lately. I didn't know how big my regret to Allah, It came bad habbit after I got getting periode (menstruation for women), the bad news I have difficulty to overcome the laziness for recently. I hope for "Allah please help me to explore more my abbility and so that I am not a losser than ".
Allah gave me more than enough, I have perfectly five senses and alot of people with a lacking can explore their capability. And why not, I guess I can do the same. Complately, I believe I can do the best like which they do more creativity. Now days, I've full depress, on my last year with everything to reach my graduation with all about the obigation to full fill.
This Saturday was so silent, because there no one except me in my home, I just alone without money. And hard to think looking for the problem solving how to pay the excreton such as installment, debt, regularly for semester. To be one of student who getting scholarship in my campuss (State University in Semarang) to me, It has very lucky, I can not imagine how I can pass my day in campuss until now in my 3th year with small income like my family.
If didn't want to be mediocre, must be an unusual one and uniquely in others. And I must be ready to walk alone because I'm different and unique. Live near Kota Lama, made me improving my taste with something old school thing. My appearance related with my passion in taste too. In other hands. In other hand I must be different mindset to look around any problems in my life. Every problems strike on mine who just made me more and more strength to growth and evolve.
Allah please give me a strength than before to faced everything with pleasure. Amin amin ya robal alamin
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