Time Lost in the Morning

I've been lost the important one in this morning and today It was third time awake so lately. I didn't know how big my regret to Allah, It came bad habbit after I got getting periode (menstruation for women), the bad news I have difficulty to overcome the laziness for recently. I hope for "Allah please help me to explore more my abbility and so that I am not a losser than ".

Allah gave me more than enough, I have perfectly five senses and alot of people with a lacking can explore their capability. And why not, I guess I can do the same. Complately, I believe I can do the best like which they do more creativity. Now days, I've full depress, on my last year with everything to reach my graduation with all about the obigation to full fill.

This Saturday was so silent, because there no one except me in my home, I just alone without money. And hard to think looking for the problem solving how to pay the excreton such as installment, debt, regularly for semester. To be one of student who getting scholarship in my campuss (State University in Semarang) to me, It has very lucky, I can not imagine how I can pass my day in campuss until now in my 3th year with small income like my family.

If didn't want to be mediocre, must be an unusual one and uniquely in others. And I must be ready to walk alone because I'm different and unique. Live near Kota Lama, made me improving my taste with something old school thing. My appearance related with my passion in taste too. In other hands. In other hand I must be different mindset to look around any problems in my life. Every problems strike on mine who just made me more and more strength to growth and evolve.

Allah please give me a strength than before to faced everything with pleasure. Amin amin ya robal alamin

Too Late When The First day Exam- June 1st 2013

Your home was far away from your campuss, so what you might do? 

Maight be that was many time arrived too late to campuss, my home is about 15 Kms far away from my campuss. So that made me went earlier, if didn't want late. In first year its better than in the last semester I have, lately I felt so worried with the far away even it just 30 minute left in the road with my preaty motor cycle. And what happen? I had too late more than 30 minute left after the exercise  called UAS, and  I don't belief that. I felt so bad, after that faced of my parents rised up how can I treasonable with them.

That was because of it very important exercise in my education to get degree of bachelor in six semester, apparently I had lost my enthusiastic to faced challenge in my live. I have felt not passionately when drove my ride and left 30 minute to get on the class without late. And the worst I do not belief  in mine, I woke up too late when the fist examination would be held, for the first time and the last time I had absent.

And I feel so frustrated in that time, yesterday before that day I had studied hard until 2 am. After that I woke up at 8 am, but the worst your exam will be held on 8 am and  between your home and campus need 30 minute. So, It was totally my fail. I must lie with all of my friends and my lecture.

(I'm very sorry for that)

Thank's to My lecture he is so kindly, he give us (me and my friend) the 2nd chance to fill the absent and get exclusive exam. Even I can f, but I did not want again. No way! I hope that was the last time I had.