Starting to Campuss and Miss S.O

Monday 4th March 2013, will be starting activity on my Campuss to get new even-semester (semester genap), now I'm on 6th Semester, I got planning to get PKL & KKL this Semester, wooow Amazing!!! Ok, tomorrow i will get moning class at 7.30 am  in the first meeting, and of course i must get up earlier, now days I almost to be lazy, maybe Allah want improvement for my self to rebuild my daily like my activity in the morning because almost in the morning just pray subuh afterthat, I have continuing get sleep again. hahaha

I have just trying to be more aware with environment, my healty, and of course my appearence, because when I look my self in the mirror I get surprise that my face so scary when i get up in the morning, with bad hair and  worn-out faced (hahaha). Maybe I must more aware with my face again, I hope so, i could keep my willingness to get it more better and beautiful :))).

Don't you remember that i still steady with my beloved in Senior High Shool (Stop its forbidden!!! :-)), I think, if he just looked at me now, maybe he can escape, because I'm not interesting woman (I hope not). Okay!!! I just hopefully allah can give me the way-out about what i have felt to him, i just do not know why i still open-up his FB, TWitter to get more info and what happen with him.

(It was stupid thing that i have done if i miss him) --->> in this cased i really hate my self because i did not success manage my self to stop had feeling to him.

I wanna say Good Bye with My feeling to him but it so difficult, Seriously!!!