Rabu, 16 Oktober 2013

Aku dan Kawan Sepermainan

Ternyata begitu cepat waktu berlalu, kami dulu sering bermain bersama, belajar bersama menghabiskan waktu setelah sekolah usai. Rumah kami pun cukup dekat, pada masa itu memang anak-anak seusia kami sering bermain bersama, kadang tempat yang kita tuju adalah tempat yang cukup jauh dan sering kami dimarahi karena ketahuan oleh orang tua kami. Tapi masa kecil adalah masa bereksploitasi semakin sering diarahi semakin menarik bagi kami. Tempat ini memang tidak cukup banyak mengalami perubahan, masih saja rob, dan kadang masih juga becek padahal banyak sekali pembeli yang memenuhi Pasar Johar ketika menyambut hari-hari besar, apalagi bulan puasa dan tentunya Idul Fitri.
Kami layaknya teman sepermainan, yang sering menyapa satu sama lain ketika bertemu, mungkin karena tak ada lagi teman seusia kami di kampung kami jadi secara alamiah kami menjadi dekat namun tidak seperti perangko. Tanggal 15 Oktober 2013 tepatnya ketika Idul Adha 1434 H, kami awalnya berencana akan pergi ke Jepara, namun karena suatu hal akhirnyapun kami mengunjungi Ratu Paksi (semacam tempat khusus aksesoris), Pasar Johar, makan Mie Ayam di Pinggiran Pasar, Toko buku Gramedia (karena hari terakhir promo diskon), dan Es Olala Pak Nawi di Jalan Layur. 
Akhirnya kami keluar untuk pertama kalinya setelah kami "dewasa", sedikit merasa berbeda frekuensi memang terkadang terasa, maklum saja temanku ini sudah berumah tangga dan sudah punya anak. Kami berbda satu tahun, namun kami satu angkatan ketika memasuki Sekolah Dasar Negeri Tanjung Mas sebelum berganti nama dulunya bernama SD Negeri Bandarharjo. Di SD inilah menjadi SD Negeri satu-satuna di daerah kami ang syarat dengan potret kemiskinan namun belakangan ketika aku bernajak dewasa tempat ini sudah cukup banyak dilalui oleh mobil-mobil yang memakan jalan terkadang menimbulkan macet ketika ada acara pernikahan.
Tempat yang pertama kami kunjungi adalah Ratu Paksi, disini banyak dijual macam-macam aksesoris tentunya ini magnet bagi wanita, namun aku sedang bokek dan setelah aku pikir-pikir lebih baik aku belikan sesuatu yang bisa menambah pengetahuanku dan insaallah barakah. Setelah itu kami beranjak ke Johar pasar tradisional yang terbesar di kotaku Semarang kota yang selama lebih 20 tahun ini aku tumbuh dan menuntut ilmu. Lalu kami memutuskan untuk makan Mie Ayam Bakso di pinggir Jalan (cukup tau ternyata mahal), kami melanjutkan ke Toko Buku Gramedia Pandanaran Semarang dan membeli buku yang sedang promo, karena tepat hari itu tanggal 15 Oktober masa promona berakhir. Lalu Motor melaju pulang dan sebelumnya kami mampir ke daerah yang lebih sering langganan rob dari pada tempatku yaitu Jalan Layur, tempatnya berdekatan dengan Klenteng terdapat toko Es favoritku dari SMP hingga sekarang. Perjalanan usai dan kami memutuskan untuk pulang ke rumah.
Yaa memang seperti itu kedekatan kami, memang terlihat dangkal dan mungkin karena kami tumbuh bersama di tempat ini, tempat yang memperlihatkan wajah-wajah perjuangan bagi sebagian orang, perjuangan dari putus sekolah, antara kaya dan miskin begitu kentara, tapi yang pasti tempat ini selalu punya sisi garang bagi orang Semarang yang seringkali menanyakan tempatku berasal. Bahkan teman sekolahku juga sering menggodaku karenanya. Tempat yang begitu penuh sesak karena sering dijejali dengan arus urbanisasi dan pekerja pabrik di sekitar Pelabuhan Tanjung Mas Semarang.
Inilah Tempat tinggal kami ___ 
Semoga kedepannya aku mampu mengubah wajah tempat ini lebih baik lagi, atau bahkan menjadikan tempat ini lebih layak lagi untuk anak-anak yang tumbuh dan berkembang, sehingga anak-anak tidak lagi khawatir bermain bola ketika motor lewat atau becak lewat.. anak laki-laki leluasa bermain layang-layang ditanah lapang tentunya tanpa takut terkena saluran kabel PLN. 

Semarang 15 Oktober 2013, Idul Adha 1434 H. 
Sri Lestari


Minggu, 06 Oktober 2013

RE-CHARGE FULL ENERGY FOR ARRANGE SKRIPSI

Since, I'm entering 7th semester this is my progress getting my graduate bachelor. Before that, I have to arrange the final task is called SKRIPSI which is need more relax and focus knowing at least what is my passion looking up the problem used to as basic problem for SKRIPSI. Almost senior student who will graduate through this phases they become blunder for the time being to catch up their freinds which have material for their SKRIPSI and after we will fix on the subject what will be mine until the end of process by a cassock or with the familiar toga.

The time has gone so fast and sometimes one's did not understand what "the pretty thing" we are looking for and didn't know how the bravely inside of mine as long as didn't underestimate our pontential. When looking my self on the mirror, I said to my self  "what shadow". Okay, lets said good bye with the complaint over all about physic hahaha. Simple thing If someone ask me, "did you want to go oversea?" and my answer ofcourse everyone of us dream it, but before that what must do over and over, is not a simple thing like the question but It need fully intention and effort. SKRIPSI is the satrting point to get scholarship overseas thats the point.

"Stop talking about the past start creating something", quote by Desi anwar, when yourself demand more productive and point to good one but the output smallest than your think about it, what should we do? we are becoming :( Talk More Do Less. I'm so worry with the word who named LAZINESS it so dangerous like trap if we don't break off It will be easy lose the change. My problem is I have  big dream and become a dreamer but still re-charge my energy wait for long time, and do not know when it will be done. 


Sabtu, 06 Juli 2013

Time Lost in the Morning

I've been lost the important one in this morning and today It was third time awake so lately. I didn't know how big my regret to Allah, It came bad habbit after I got getting periode (menstruation for women), the bad news I have difficulty to overcome the laziness for recently. I hope for "Allah please help me to explore more my abbility and so that I am not a losser than ".

Allah gave me more than enough, I have perfectly five senses and alot of people with a lacking can explore their capability. And why not, I guess I can do the same. Complately, I believe I can do the best like which they do more creativity. Now days, I've full depress, on my last year with everything to reach my graduation with all about the obigation to full fill.

This Saturday was so silent, because there no one except me in my home, I just alone without money. And hard to think looking for the problem solving how to pay the excreton such as installment, debt, regularly for semester. To be one of student who getting scholarship in my campuss (State University in Semarang) to me, It has very lucky, I can not imagine how I can pass my day in campuss until now in my 3th year with small income like my family.

If didn't want to be mediocre, must be an unusual one and uniquely in others. And I must be ready to walk alone because I'm different and unique. Live near Kota Lama, made me improving my taste with something old school thing. My appearance related with my passion in taste too. In other hands. In other hand I must be different mindset to look around any problems in my life. Every problems strike on mine who just made me more and more strength to growth and evolve.

Allah please give me a strength than before to faced everything with pleasure. Amin amin ya robal alamin

Rabu, 03 Juli 2013

Too Late When The First day Exam- June 1st 2013


Your home was far away from your campuss, so what you might do? 


Maight be that was many time arrived too late to campuss, my home is about 15 Kms far away from my campuss. So that made me went earlier, if didn't want late. In first year its better than in the last semester I have, lately I felt so worried with the far away even it just 30 minute left in the road with my preaty motor cycle. And what happen? I had too late more than 30 minute left after the exercise  called UAS, and  I don't belief that. I felt so bad, after that faced of my parents rised up how can I treasonable with them.

That was because of it very important exercise in my education to get degree of bachelor in six semester, apparently I had lost my enthusiastic to faced challenge in my live. I have felt not passionately when drove my ride and left 30 minute to get on the class without late. And the worst I do not belief  in mine, I woke up too late when the fist examination would be held, for the first time and the last time I had absent.

And I feel so frustrated in that time, yesterday before that day I had studied hard until 2 am. After that I woke up at 8 am, but the worst your exam will be held on 8 am and  between your home and campus need 30 minute. So, It was totally my fail. I must lie with all of my friends and my lecture.
(I'm very sorry for that)

Thank's to My lecture he is so kindly, he give us (me and my friend) the 2nd chance to fill the absent and get exclusive exam. Even I can f, but I did not want again. No way! I hope that was the last time I had.





Jumat, 28 Juni 2013

I do not care with something was grey

I've just tried to closed my eyes around my self

I do not understand everything that was still grey
how was my self can ignored every man who tried to giving a little bit attention
because, I do not really about all of him

but I've just thinked being more posstive
I haven't time to think about another
I love my life & I love my family much more before
how was my self so different with anyone because of I have different  perception

I've just women that really passionately with "LIVE be BETTER"
I want to improved and grow up

I loved to be different
And I tried to get "my excellent"



Sabtu, 22 Juni 2013

Somewhere

Do you think there might be a second place?

Not My parents home but somewhere else that one day I might find it?
Suddenly, I'm to worry imaging tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and my future

Sometimes I've thinked my live is  more better that anyone of us who lived in suburb of Semarang
Most people who didn't have chance to get education till colledge
Most people just think how to earn money to covered daily needed
With mediocre sallary, most of us just employee industry of factory & middle low education
That's way most people here, can not give good quality in education for their children
The cildren just growth by their self without basic education from her parents
Because, their parents having to worked all the day

But, There's something unique here
We can find any of us with different backgrounds middle-low
We grow and  grow here
Just this place where giving us the low price to buy foods
Just this place where traffic jam because of near rail train
Just this place where near district of Semarang
Just this place where mostly flood so that we just understanding
This place very famous with the flood area moreover entry rainy season

However the more and lack, I still want to have portion improved my origin place
Bismillah

Luruskan niatku ya allah, kuatkan tekadku
perkuat imanku bismillah

SL

Sabtu, 15 Juni 2013

Overcome The Laziness

Ternyata hari ini, susah juga untuk sholat dhuha meskipun sudah ada niat namun satu lagi yang tak ada, tidak adanya jiwa mencintai dari dalam, sehingga susah ketika di hari sabtu yang sedikit aktivitas tapi malah melupakan sholat sunnah yang sering dilakuka diwaktu biasa "ngampus".

Seolah-olah membuyarkan pandanganku tentang diriku aku tak mampu mengatur diriku, sepertinya semuanya terhalang oleh satu tebok besaar yang bernama rasa malas yang kian lama kian susah untuk mengendalikannya. Meski kadang aku menenag dan lebih banyaknya kalh.

Suatu ketika aku pernah membaca tuliasan Prof Ken Kawan Santoso, yang mengatakan pribadi tiap manusia memiliki rasa malas, sehingga perlu adanya hadiah untuk sesuatu hal yang dianggapnya susah untuk digapai atau susah untuk dilaukannya, dan diakhir cerita mereka ternyata mampu melakukannnya dan cukup baik. Maka perlu adanya hadiah untuk mengatakan pada diri kita "Setelah kita mampu melakukannya maka aku akan makan sepuasnya di Cafe atau semacamnya".

Pernah terbesit sebentar dikepalaku untuk melakukannya, namun suatu hal yang lain adalah rasa malas mencoba dan kurangnya rasa struggle tentu susah. Aku selalu kagum dengan mereka yang mampu keluar dari rasa malas, dan mampu untuk mengatakan "Good bye laziness". Tentunya semangat jiwa yang mampu bertahan ketika rasa malas mmenghigap perlu untuk dibangun dan diperkokoh. Untuk menjadikan bangsa ini lebih maju dan memiliki jiwa kerja yang kuat.